Wings

I flew too close to the sun and wondered why I didn't just fly into it instead. Yes it's been one of those days. I took my meds and I don't think they make meds strong enough to hold me up, I told you I am pretty heavy now. Today I spoke with my youngest sister and she told me my older brother is having health issues which I already knew about except now they are getting worse. Long story short, my kidney is being offered as a sacrifice to the body part god. I was thinking that I am running out of body parts since my gall bladder is gone, appendix, uterus, one ovary, heart, brain (partially) and I'm sure my liver isn't in very good shape. Oh well if I'm a good match which I see no problem with I will be able to help my brother. My oldest son is having health issues too and I am waiting to hear back from him. I feel the numbness calling out to me today. I need it. Maybe when the numbness strikes me I will log back on and pour my heart out. I will go join the buzzing bees for now. Plus I do have a couple of emails to respond to on my next post.