Plain Sight

I don't really know who or what I was hiding from but I did it for six months.

Forgiven

I always have felt this word is used blindly.

Identify Abuse

I hate phrases and words like "it wasn't really abuse". Read the following which I copied off the Internet. They are not my words.

Past

A part of me wishes I could erase the past and yet so many things and experiences would be omitted just by changing one thing.

It Matters

Last night I looked at myself through different eyes. The ones I wore over a year ago and the image before me was horrific. Since my nervous breakdown I have been dealing with the depression and it seems I have been in hibernation. I have cared about nothing and nobody except for my immediate family. I went to work because I had to and paid attention to nothing else. Soon I began feeling the need to hide under the folds of the hills so I fled to the Texas Hill Country. I made myself feel good on the inside by satisfying my desire. I stare into everything by looking at the beautiful full curves of the Hill Country.

Doctora ANA

I have just signed a contract with Dr. Anna Nogales to be her official blogger for her new magazine.

Depression

I have made a decision (with doctors approval).

Saving

Saving changes. I thought about this today as I was getting ready to close the spreadsheet I was working on.

Other

This is Sexual Abuse Awareness Month and I have not participated in any events. I believe I have fallen backwards in regards to this issue and I see no hope in sight.

Untitled

I am excited because another store will be carrying my jewelry soon in Sattler (New Braunfels) Texas.

New Mexico

It's been awhile since I have written about one of my favorite places. Well the time has come to bathe in the the spirit of purple sunsets. Departure coming soon. I will know more tomorrow and will post information as it becomes available.

It is part of the healing as I give in to the desire of my soul. We know we are healing when the soul has packed its bags before you do.

Surrender

There are days when I feel more defeated than others. The right thing to do always feels better when I feel good about myself.

Art's Room

My son Art came to see me this weekend and it has been wonderful spending time with him. I feel as if we have known each other all our lives.