I saw my therapist yesterday and he was pleased with the decisions I have made for myself lately which is mainly to keep all negative people away from me regardless of who they are and the consequences of my decision benefit one person, me.
Yes I know this sounds selfish and it probably is yet in it's own way it is refreshing. The scenery around me has changed for the better. The process of naming the cedars excites me and I claim my throne at rivers edge where I sit and write with invisible ink. I continue to take my meds after a discussion with my daughter who has picked me up off the floor these past several months and while she is glad to have her mom back she reminded me it is due to the medicine. My children are my medicine and for them I will do anything so I will continue to take my medicine until the doctor tells me otherwise. This time my selfishness is left out to dry. Depression is a disease I do not wish on anyone and I look forward to being normal again one day. Although normally neurotic does have a nice ring to it. ; )
No comments:
Post a Comment