Surrender

There are days when I feel more defeated than others. The right thing to do always feels better when I feel good about myself.
Those days are few and far between. Yet there are decisions to be made because someone else says it's the right thing to do. Friday I had a meeting with my attorney and the result of that meeting is scary for me. I feel he is throwing in the towel because he isn't sure of which path to take and I am tired and am choosing to lie down with the white flag over me. I have lost so much in a little over a year. Yes I know, it could have been worse. As a result of everything that has happened and is going to happen a name change is in order.